MISSING

I have been missing from my blog because to be honest I am brain dead! LOL....  4 weeks out and NO mercy for me!!  Too tired, NOT AN OPTION, Too hungry, TOO FUCKING BAD!  Its go time, time to finish this off and get what I want... THAT WIN.  Very hard to predict a win in FBB but I will say I am working the hardest and smartest to claim that win.  I posted this pic because do you see my face??!!  Its saying "Im naughty BUT hungry" LOL...  I want to thank each and everyone of you from my members to my blog readers to all my cam sweeties, you guys fuel the fire burning inside me and I am so thankful to each and everyone of you!
XOXO
Nuriye :)

Contest Prep

To prep for a show is really back breaking work but its one of the most beautiful experiences I have had.  Each show prep is different and with each I not only learn something new about my body but also something new about my soul.  Each prep I am digging deeper, less "talk" more work and its really special to see myself grow as an athlete.  Show prep is so much more than just winning the show and I can tell you if it wasent I would not do it.  Its such a cool experience and the rewards you get for your own self is so much greater than any placing.  Female bodybuilders are such special people and I am not saying that because I am one lol..  I just wanted to express that the strength you see on the outside is just a fraction of the strength a FBB has on the inside.  This prep is one of the most intense for me as far as intensity of diet and training.  PUSHING myself to every limit and in the past I would be very grumpy at this point but to be honest I have a place of peace and motivation.  Very cool stuff that I just wanted to share with all of you.  Female bodybuilders are not "mainstream" but I would not trade any of this to be mainstream.   I love living extreme and looking extreme and thats what makes it so special to me. :)

XOXO
Nuriye

Emails

I love getting emails from around the world from people who like me love muscle!  Today I got a very special email from a fellow FBB with such kind words and support.  It means so much to get an email from an "iron sister"!  Tomorrow starts another week of killing the gym and I cant wait!  Have a great Monday and if the week starts out slow remember...  its not always how we start BUT how we finish!! :)

XOXO
Nuriye :)

Friday

Have you guys seen the show TOP CHEF JUNIORS??  OMG, so freaking cute!!  These little kids making meals was the cutest thing ever.  I have never seen it but was doing my PM cardio and saw it.  It was sad to see a little team get eliminated because they cried and then I got sad and then I got hungry LOL..  But its a super cute show to watch.  Tomorrow its up and to the gym but I will be on HERBICEPSCAM to see all my cam friends in the afternoon.  Have a super weekend!

XOXO
Nuriye :)

ASSHOLE

Guys, today I declare myself a real asshole lol and I will tell you why!  You know I never want people to judge me BUT even I have passed judgement and today THIS WILL STOP!!  Every person in the gym I have seen that I have put a label on have made me feel so horrible because each and every time I WAS WRONG!!  Again today this guy who I thought was a total dick head turned out to be so sweet and kind, SHAME ON ME!!  LOL, so I am making a promise to myself to stop judging people today!  So if you judge people lets stop together because I promise I am not alone I bet most of us who do are 100% wrong about that person.  So today my sweet friends we stop the judgement!! :)   Ok, I feel much better now. :)

XOXO
Nuriye

FYI

Updates wed and fri this week!! :)

XOXO
Nuriye

So Sweet

So I was training the other day and just finished a set and stepped aside to rest for a min.  There is this tiny girl looking up at me kind of like jumping up and down and smiling at me saying "hi".  She was so excited I was looking around for like Justin Beiber lol because I really didnt know what the hell she was doing.  So she keeps looking at me and I take my earphone out and she keeps on saying "hi" to me LOL.. Ok, I was getting a little freaked out lol so I asked her "do I know you"?  She said "NO but you look so good and your muscle is just amazing".  What a sweet girl, of course I thanked her and really could not believe my muscle made her react like she did.  Totally awesome to hear she liked what she saw I really love it when women embrace the look of hard muscle!  Another week is getting ready to start and I am READY!  7 weeks out!!  Oh one more thing...  You know that tape athletes wear, you see it on shoulders alot and crossfit people wear it alot.  IT WORKS!!  I used it and totally helped some of my injuries that are trying to rear their little heads as I get closer!  So totally worth trying if you have injuries it greatly helped me.

XOXO
Nuriye